Hitting down the pen on my lips..
While the book "almost single" lay in front of me..
no wonder the title dont go with me..
I still loved to read it.
But thats not about my poetry
this dear is my confession ..
confession of how my life is and how i want it to be..
I wanna those wings that birds have..
some brushes and colors to paint my life..
I want a stronger heart that could love forever..
& a handful trust to let it come true
my cinderella story.. however if not pretty
I want an happy ending with my hands in his
When I sit here hoping I hope none goes wrong
But just then I know it.. happening cant b stopped..
I wish to sing on the loud of my voice
i so want to make the world see how much i love him
Just yesterday those babies i saw.. made me remind of my mom..
and i thought am lucky to even have her as for my mother..
I hope that when I am old and she needs me..
I dont let my ego fall in my way like everyone has it..
I never want to be one of those who cant see i mean literally
cant see the love and care and trust in the heart that there is..
Being a 22yrs old human I just want to live it to the full
without the bounds and beyonds the scare abt losing it..
I wanna b happy I can take the pain in too ..
Just hoping that everyone else stays there forevermore..
You all each of you just know i need you..
And when this life of mine ends I dont wish to die alone..
If ever I hurt you forgive me there and then..
for i cant stand losing you all.. my family and my frens..
Just know.. I love you.. In case I never told..
Because I dont wish it to get late before I can ever tell.
and down goes my pen my diary shut..
my heart is out in front of you and that's it .. See you.
While the book "almost single" lay in front of me..
no wonder the title dont go with me..
I still loved to read it.
But thats not about my poetry
this dear is my confession ..
confession of how my life is and how i want it to be..
I wanna those wings that birds have..
some brushes and colors to paint my life..
I want a stronger heart that could love forever..
& a handful trust to let it come true
my cinderella story.. however if not pretty
I want an happy ending with my hands in his
When I sit here hoping I hope none goes wrong
But just then I know it.. happening cant b stopped..
I wish to sing on the loud of my voice
i so want to make the world see how much i love him
Just yesterday those babies i saw.. made me remind of my mom..
and i thought am lucky to even have her as for my mother..
I hope that when I am old and she needs me..
I dont let my ego fall in my way like everyone has it..
I never want to be one of those who cant see i mean literally
cant see the love and care and trust in the heart that there is..
Being a 22yrs old human I just want to live it to the full
without the bounds and beyonds the scare abt losing it..
I wanna b happy I can take the pain in too ..
Just hoping that everyone else stays there forevermore..
You all each of you just know i need you..
And when this life of mine ends I dont wish to die alone..
If ever I hurt you forgive me there and then..
for i cant stand losing you all.. my family and my frens..
Just know.. I love you.. In case I never told..
Because I dont wish it to get late before I can ever tell.
and down goes my pen my diary shut..
my heart is out in front of you and that's it .. See you.
